I'd Whisper before I'd Shout!

[leoprincess131]

Last night I was on the phone with Decara and she called Jaquese to see what was wrong with her and the night before she had called me and she wouldn't tell me what was wrong with her. So Decara called her last night and I told decara not to say I was on the phone and Decara asked what was wrong and then at first Jaquese was like I don't want to talk about it and then Decara asked was it about a person and she said yeah and then she was just giving Decara like all these hints and i'm like wtf?????? She won't tell me but she tells Decara..And I was like ain't this a something..How the u call somebody your best friend but u can't tell them nothing but u go and tell other people...That wasn't even right..So I hung up and called Jasmine and me and her was talking about it and she made some good points! And like we was talking about I don't have a best friend. I have friends and not good ones at that. The only person I would consider my best friend is Jazzy-boo because thats my baby!..lol.Oh yeah and Tia..but everybody else is consider a friend and not best friend. And then the person that she was so depressed over ain't even worth it..And I used to always tell her that the person who she is so in love with doesn't really like her..And now that I think about it..when I used to be in the same situation with Adrian she told me that she wasn't giving me no more advice because I'm letting it go in one ear and out the other...Well I'm not giving her no more advice either because I will tell her something and if the person tell her different then everything all good. And I don't care if its your friend...no scratch that best friend then u would listen and consider what she say..And when she used to tell me all that stuff about me and Adrian I was listening but I didn't pay it any mind because basically all she would do is sit and talk about it with Jocelyn and then try to give me advice on what they talked about..And I didn't want to hear it because I could have cared less about what Jocelyn said..but I cared about what she said..and then when the person hurts her she wants to be all mean to everybody else..and treat everybody else who got her back and think big of her like trash! And no I'm not mad..I don't care anymore..My mom and Fred tell me that I'm gonna learn about some of yall people that I call my friends and best friends.. and I guess I have learned now! And now I see why they sit and talk to me about it all time...basically because they get tired of me coming home telling them this and that about the way the person was acting....well g2g
xoxo
Nicole a.k.a. Nikki the great!..lol