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i think that i'm pretty wise for my age.
i can look at my life and say "hey...i've been through a LOT"
but i'm glad. because i have learned sooo much.
no i have not seen the worst.
but i know rough times.
but i'm not looking for pity
because i see it as a good thing.
a lesson is learned from every obstacle.
jeez shouldnt i have learned them all by now???
well i havent
i still make stupid mistakes.
what just happened (or been happening) made me really sad
it was really hard for me.
but i'm moving on with my life.
worrying about what he's thinking or doing isnt helping ANYONE
especially not myself
who is the person i REALLY need to focus on right now.
i'm surprisingly really happy all this happened.
i have a new outlook on life.
i really want to LIVE
i want to remember high school as the best 4 years of my life
so i wont waste my time worrying anymore
i wont waste my time on someone who can be so hurtful.
i'm a generally good person.
and i'd rather just....have fun.
i keep feeling guilty because he thinks i'm doing all these awful things
and saying i'm spreading rumors and trying to make their relationship fall apart
or w/e
but then i think about it...
and i'm like..."hey..why do i feel bad??? i didnt do anything."
i dont care what people think anymore
i know that i didnt do anything wrong
i know i'm a good person
and i'm beginning to really like ME
i can look at my life and say "hey...i've been through a LOT"
but i'm glad. because i have learned sooo much.
no i have not seen the worst.
but i know rough times.
but i'm not looking for pity
because i see it as a good thing.
a lesson is learned from every obstacle.
jeez shouldnt i have learned them all by now???
well i havent
i still make stupid mistakes.
what just happened (or been happening) made me really sad
it was really hard for me.
but i'm moving on with my life.
worrying about what he's thinking or doing isnt helping ANYONE
especially not myself
who is the person i REALLY need to focus on right now.
i'm surprisingly really happy all this happened.
i have a new outlook on life.
i really want to LIVE
i want to remember high school as the best 4 years of my life
so i wont waste my time worrying anymore
i wont waste my time on someone who can be so hurtful.
i'm a generally good person.
and i'd rather just....have fun.
i keep feeling guilty because he thinks i'm doing all these awful things
and saying i'm spreading rumors and trying to make their relationship fall apart
or w/e
but then i think about it...
and i'm like..."hey..why do i feel bad??? i didnt do anything."
i dont care what people think anymore
i know that i didnt do anything wrong
i know i'm a good person
and i'm beginning to really like ME