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im hungry.
im exhausted.
and i need a hand to hold.
everything is fine.
i act how i want all day
i come home and put on a mask.
when im alone in my room i let my emotions free and spill them out onto something.
whether that be a canvas, or my journal.
everything is supposed to be perfect.
my world crumbles when he's not around.
thats pathetic
i'm pathetic.
why should i need a guy to be ok?
do i want to end up like my mom?
do i want to leave my kids for some guy that i met a couple weeks ago.
i try to be a good person
i thought i was
but i'm not
i do things out of pride and out of selfishness.
but then at least i'm doing nice things.
do i make any sense????
i have no friends.
i'm tired and i'm gonna go take a nap now.
im exhausted.
and i need a hand to hold.
everything is fine.
i act how i want all day
i come home and put on a mask.
when im alone in my room i let my emotions free and spill them out onto something.
whether that be a canvas, or my journal.
everything is supposed to be perfect.
my world crumbles when he's not around.
thats pathetic
i'm pathetic.
why should i need a guy to be ok?
do i want to end up like my mom?
do i want to leave my kids for some guy that i met a couple weeks ago.
i try to be a good person
i thought i was
but i'm not
i do things out of pride and out of selfishness.
but then at least i'm doing nice things.
do i make any sense????
i have no friends.
i'm tired and i'm gonna go take a nap now.