A Kiss To Build a Dream On
Despite Adams attempts to hold me back from livejournal i'm going on with it anyways, it keeps me unbored on nights such as this one...
Maybe i should watch a cool movie or something...i dont feel like preparing for the speech i'm supposed to make in class on tuesday...i'm screwed. I dont have a person that i want to be able to make a public speech like. I dont know any REALLY good speakers...the only things that come to mind is my swim coach...which sounds kinda lame and desperate, and ppl like martin luther king jr and such...which sounds juvinile...i dunno what i'm doing....
I went to the mall tonite...my little brother and i went to the pet store and looked at the animals. Everytime i walk in there i am yet again mesmerized by the snakes. particularly the ball python. I want one so bad...its so expensive tho...i dont have the money or the means to buy one right now...sad really...
While we were looking at those tho...my mom and stepdad were at the verizon store...setting up my new cell. A real one, thank god, not my lame ghetto prepaid nokia....its sweet. i'm pumped.
Why is nobody online tonite?! GAH...todays my best friends birthday and i didnt even get to see her...i have her present and everything...shes always so busy. Her boy and swim take up most of her free time now...i try to be excited that her and her boy are doing so well, it really is awesome, i guess sometimes i just feel like when shes not with them, shes with her new friends and i'm just a last resort when she has nothing else to do...granted, its probably not true but this is a live journal...i can rant if i want.
Everyones gone to bed....its 930 on a saturday....and yes..i AM at home... my life is so boring! i want to slap myself in the face sometimes....i think thats why 'im excited to get a new cell phone...i'll actually have it on me all the time and i'll give everyone my number so if anyone is bored...they'll have my number there and it'll be like, "hey, i'm bored..i have jess' number...i can call jess!" and then i wont be bored anymore...yeah i kno...lame. oh well, i'm over it a little.
Last night was fun, went out to dinner with the boy swimmies..that was exciting...mainly hung out with gus gus, dave, and sam...all of the other guys ditched, but it was their loss. Ate a chicken taco that peed...yeah, dont ask. But it was still surprisingly good....like i said, dont ask. rambling now....wish someone cool would come online...not that it would do any good...my computer kicked me off....anyways...i'm done for now. dont kno when my next entry will be. i like responses...RESPOND if anyone actually takes the time to read these little ramblings...
Maybe i should watch a cool movie or something...i dont feel like preparing for the speech i'm supposed to make in class on tuesday...i'm screwed. I dont have a person that i want to be able to make a public speech like. I dont know any REALLY good speakers...the only things that come to mind is my swim coach...which sounds kinda lame and desperate, and ppl like martin luther king jr and such...which sounds juvinile...i dunno what i'm doing....
I went to the mall tonite...my little brother and i went to the pet store and looked at the animals. Everytime i walk in there i am yet again mesmerized by the snakes. particularly the ball python. I want one so bad...its so expensive tho...i dont have the money or the means to buy one right now...sad really...
While we were looking at those tho...my mom and stepdad were at the verizon store...setting up my new cell. A real one, thank god, not my lame ghetto prepaid nokia....its sweet. i'm pumped.
Why is nobody online tonite?! GAH...todays my best friends birthday and i didnt even get to see her...i have her present and everything...shes always so busy. Her boy and swim take up most of her free time now...i try to be excited that her and her boy are doing so well, it really is awesome, i guess sometimes i just feel like when shes not with them, shes with her new friends and i'm just a last resort when she has nothing else to do...granted, its probably not true but this is a live journal...i can rant if i want.
Everyones gone to bed....its 930 on a saturday....and yes..i AM at home... my life is so boring! i want to slap myself in the face sometimes....i think thats why 'im excited to get a new cell phone...i'll actually have it on me all the time and i'll give everyone my number so if anyone is bored...they'll have my number there and it'll be like, "hey, i'm bored..i have jess' number...i can call jess!" and then i wont be bored anymore...yeah i kno...lame. oh well, i'm over it a little.
Last night was fun, went out to dinner with the boy swimmies..that was exciting...mainly hung out with gus gus, dave, and sam...all of the other guys ditched, but it was their loss. Ate a chicken taco that peed...yeah, dont ask. But it was still surprisingly good....like i said, dont ask. rambling now....wish someone cool would come online...not that it would do any good...my computer kicked me off....anyways...i'm done for now. dont kno when my next entry will be. i like responses...RESPOND if anyone actually takes the time to read these little ramblings...