So much more.
So, I wrote this song on Sept. 8 and it kinda sums up most of my feelings right now.
"So Much More"
Verse 1: Bittersweet memories
Have gotten ahold of me,
Time took me places
That I do not want to be.
Verse 2: At night I cry myself to sleep
It comes so very naturally,
If you could only see what I see
Then maybe you could know the real me.
Chorus: I wish I could know the plans that You have,
Maybe then I wouldn't feel so bad.
The pain keeps on growing and it's starting to add up,
I wish I didn't feel so bad.
I wish I didn't feel so bad.
Bridge 1: I just want to leave
But I know that I shouldn't
I want to go home but I
Know that wouldn't
Be the best place for me now
Maybe you could calm me down.
Bridge 2: I've never felt so alone before
I just want to fall to the floor,
And cry out to the One
Who can offer me so much more.
The End
I know God has me here for a reason, but it is so hard to stay here knowing what waits back home. Comfort.
"So Much More"
Verse 1: Bittersweet memories
Have gotten ahold of me,
Time took me places
That I do not want to be.
Verse 2: At night I cry myself to sleep
It comes so very naturally,
If you could only see what I see
Then maybe you could know the real me.
Chorus: I wish I could know the plans that You have,
Maybe then I wouldn't feel so bad.
The pain keeps on growing and it's starting to add up,
I wish I didn't feel so bad.
I wish I didn't feel so bad.
Bridge 1: I just want to leave
But I know that I shouldn't
I want to go home but I
Know that wouldn't
Be the best place for me now
Maybe you could calm me down.
Bridge 2: I've never felt so alone before
I just want to fall to the floor,
And cry out to the One
Who can offer me so much more.
The End
I know God has me here for a reason, but it is so hard to stay here knowing what waits back home. Comfort.