leves

[leonlycanthyr]

Slowly I can feel the ability to resist falling apart.

I woke up this morning telling myself I was going to the mall and buying that cool lighter I saw
then buying cigerettes
then parking somewhere alone
and smoking as many as I felt like.

Then I got out of bed and hoped that feeling would go away.
Its only increased as the day has begun.
Sooner or later.
I'll be another victim of rebellious attitude.
I'll be another victim of depression.