Mission Report #22
[video, fail!private]
[From the looks of things, Squall probably intended this to be voice, but, well, he's a little preoccupied. He's sitting on the beach, and the video displays only a partial view of his booted feet on the sand, and his sheathed gunblade where he set it down next to him, and a more distant view of the ocean and the Lighthouse.]
I just can't get my head around it. Those people I talked to this weekend... can there really be more than one of me? Not just from a different time, but completely separate... in different worlds, living the same life...
Isn't once enough?
And if there's going to be another war, like those guys said - will it be me fighting? Or... one of the other versions.
I want it to be me. And I don't know why.
...how bent do you have to be to want a war? I don't even know what it's about. Chaos, Cosmos... none of it means anything to me.
But I think about there being some other me out there - like that one that I talked to - fighting in some other war that I don't even know about... I can't stand this feeling.
...
...like I don't have enough up ahead of me to worry about.
Maybe that's it, though. I know how to fight a war. It's what I'm trained for. The rest of it...
Or maybe it's just that I want to be the Squall those guys were looking for.
...
...stupid.
[ooc: Open for action if anyone wants to happen by, in addition to the usual Network tags.]
[From the looks of things, Squall probably intended this to be voice, but, well, he's a little preoccupied. He's sitting on the beach, and the video displays only a partial view of his booted feet on the sand, and his sheathed gunblade where he set it down next to him, and a more distant view of the ocean and the Lighthouse.]
I just can't get my head around it. Those people I talked to this weekend... can there really be more than one of me? Not just from a different time, but completely separate... in different worlds, living the same life...
Isn't once enough?
And if there's going to be another war, like those guys said - will it be me fighting? Or... one of the other versions.
I want it to be me. And I don't know why.
...how bent do you have to be to want a war? I don't even know what it's about. Chaos, Cosmos... none of it means anything to me.
But I think about there being some other me out there - like that one that I talked to - fighting in some other war that I don't even know about... I can't stand this feeling.
...
...like I don't have enough up ahead of me to worry about.
Maybe that's it, though. I know how to fight a war. It's what I'm trained for. The rest of it...
Or maybe it's just that I want to be the Squall those guys were looking for.
...
...stupid.
[ooc: Open for action if anyone wants to happen by, in addition to the usual Network tags.]