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CAN YOU LOOK ME IN THE FACE? THREE CHEERS YOU FOOLED THEM ALL, C'MON HIP HIP HOORAY! THREE CHEERS YOU FOOLED THEM ALL, C'MON HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY.
Thankyou so so much. I'm absolutely terrified of you and terrified that you still feel like that but for the love of god thankyou for writing it all down with that much FUCKYOU, you wonderful little bratty shitbag. I want to watch their expressions when they hear it and get up on the tables to laugh in her fucking face, because I'm going away to find somebody who doesn't run and hide, talk themselves into or out of feelings and who understands the difference in lying and being fake, and she's stuck here with her same old same old, and if she's happy with that then she wasn't who I thought. I'm at least putting my faith into something that's trying to be real. Paralyzed didn't hurt me like it would have done a year ago. I think you know how good it feels to fight back against something like that, liar liar. You might not have saved my life but you're sure helping me get (a new) one.
And if you're faking it, I'll kill you myself, because I'm sick of being told what people think I want to hear and I'm not being let down again.
Thankyou so so much. I'm absolutely terrified of you and terrified that you still feel like that but for the love of god thankyou for writing it all down with that much FUCKYOU, you wonderful little bratty shitbag. I want to watch their expressions when they hear it and get up on the tables to laugh in her fucking face, because I'm going away to find somebody who doesn't run and hide, talk themselves into or out of feelings and who understands the difference in lying and being fake, and she's stuck here with her same old same old, and if she's happy with that then she wasn't who I thought. I'm at least putting my faith into something that's trying to be real. Paralyzed didn't hurt me like it would have done a year ago. I think you know how good it feels to fight back against something like that, liar liar. You might not have saved my life but you're sure helping me get (a new) one.
And if you're faking it, I'll kill you myself, because I'm sick of being told what people think I want to hear and I'm not being let down again.