On Infinte Woohyun and Frienships
Friendships PART1
I recenly bought 2 Infinite Nam Woohyun Photobooks. I just usually keep 1 fansite photobook, but this time I bought 2 because one is for keeps and I was planning on to give the other one to a friend who is leaving. Letting go of Woohyun as well because I am recently into Sungkyu~~ :D Apparently that friend flew away and never looked back.
So it looks like I will keep Nam Woohyun in my already croweded heart
...and will let go of that friend.
Specially that recently I just saw someone, an older look a like of woohyun and as cheesy. hahahaha
Plus the fact that my mom recently asked about that friend... I told my mom that she already left, and my said that since she left without even bothering to say goodbye to you my mom suggested to just let her go and no invite her to our house in the future. I told my mom that she's not going here anymore because she's in another country hahahaha.
When we had a fall out on our friendship before, I used to wonder why she used to ignore texts, others messages and bithday invitations... but I was really happy to see her again specially that we like the same kpop group. I usually pray to God and ask why the fall out with some friends. But now that she's left for the 2nd time around looks like I don't need wonder anymore. This time, I thank God that she's left now.
Deep down inside I would have preferred to have let go of Woohyun and keep the friendship. (Not only because of Sungkyu hahahahaha)
I am writing this because I am obviously upset over the matter. I hate letting frienships go, but I think I should let this one go... Friendships do come and go. I am already in my mid-30's.. and I will admit it still hurts. I keep a small circle of friends, and letting one of them go is really hard (thus this looooong post).
She said that the reason why she was upset with me is because she always compromises for me. For that I am sorry, I actually didn't realize I was doing that. I am also thankful that she made the effort to compromise for me... but sad to the point that she's already upset at me. My take home for this is that I will be cautious with my other friends :)
She also said that I shouldn't make a big deal out of things... but I guess it's a big deal, now it is for me. But after this... I'm hoping it will be a smaller deal for me? hahahahaha
We've had a a lot of good memories together. Letting go of the friendship for now, not of those good memories :D
So... here's to letting go. Wishing her the best in her new life in the new country. But it looksl ike she's doing good. so that's nice. Thanks for making me value my other friends. Best of all Woohyun hahahahahaha