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Just once, i wish I could be an animal instead of a human being. this way, I can just cut loose and just go crazy and others will understand. The pent up frustration, the internal dilemma, all the problems in the world can just blow out in one moment. But unfortunately, I'm not an animal. Rage and frustration just has to go back into that bottle. But into another room in my mind, locked up and sealed away. Fortunately for me, doors closed up blend in with the wall, so the feeling is forgotten. Just when others probe around and ask about the subject of the problem, the door becomes clear and rattles to be free. Sometimes, talking just doesn't help, what I really need is a solution and not advice.
and you are probably wondering why i'm posting it up this late at night and not sleeping, cus I'm just still so damn frustrated. I seriously want a new life. Cast off the old, and dress up anew. So many flaws in my old personality, and I really must grow. This will probably be my last summer break free. After that, I'll have to put myself into the submission of adulthood permenantly. The child in me must be put under lock and key, so sad how society wants us to grow up so fast.
and you are probably wondering why i'm posting it up this late at night and not sleeping, cus I'm just still so damn frustrated. I seriously want a new life. Cast off the old, and dress up anew. So many flaws in my old personality, and I really must grow. This will probably be my last summer break free. After that, I'll have to put myself into the submission of adulthood permenantly. The child in me must be put under lock and key, so sad how society wants us to grow up so fast.