To that someone reading this.

Apr 24, 2012 20:59

Woah! It has been a while!? *Grins*
I wonder how many of you are still using this.
Well I sort of shifted to Twitter, more "on the go" update if you get what I mean.
But I suppose it is good to just do some writing once in awhile.

So yes how should I start?
Maybe I would by saying what a wonderful and blessed year I am having so far. 
Lots of clubbing, drinking and socializing.
Living the life? Haha. I am also planning a lot of traveling trips.

Secretly,I have started smoking. Dont judge I am at my 3rd month of this unglamorous habit.
Smoking about 2 to 3 sticks a day. 
With that said, to those of you who are having that raised eyebrows, judging Mr Judge now,
Right now I am really trying real hard to quit.

'People who have never had an addiction don't understand how hard it can be" - Payne StewardOn my 4th day without a puff. The withdrawal kicking in.
The urge and craving to smoke is really strong but I have to Fight on!!!

Also I am having problems with relationship issues. ya not another one right? 
Well the whole thing is kind of complicated. Never really want to address this issue but it is a sooner or later thing right?
I know I am not the best person on earth, but what I do know is that I can't be that bad right?
Not sure if I am in love with the idea of a relationship or I am loving the other person but ya...
Things like feelings cannot be forced appoint.

I suppose I am slowly growing.
I know what I want, and what I should be working on for it! 
I can see changes in myself.

What about you?

daily, life

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