Jan 17, 2009 20:54
it's the name of the game.
i procrastinate with a first of the year post b/c i don't feel like i'm where i want to be.
i procrastinate with the first of the year post b/c it's been so long since i last posted, does it matter if i do it "tomorrow" anyways?
i procrastinate with lots of things b/c i convince myself i'll do it "tomorrow" and tomorrow turns into next week and next week turns into next month...you get the cycle...it's a bad one.
in 2009, i'm going to break it.
hold me accountable.
i want to enroll in grad school for a masters in special education gifted...
i'm still toying with the idea of teach for america or looking at schools in nashville so i can move there and start my education.
what do you think?
i'm over birmingham. i have been for a while, but a lot of things happened this year and i don't know if i could move very far away from my parents...
my job is also lovely b/c of the fabulou people i work with, but i'm not satisfied with my position.
my personal life is ridiculously bland and i feel like i've lost some friends this year. and a lot of things have changed.
sometimes, i feel like i've lost my place in birmingham, but then i wonder if i'm just meant to be creating another "place" somewhere else...
it's funny...i always said i'd never be a teacher...and apparently i'm about to become one...i also said i didn't want to live in birmingham and apparently i am.
2008 was a year of confusion...i'm hoping 2009 brings clarity.
so, here's to 2009, shall it be a grand year! with hopefully a little less procrastination!