♪ first off, I changed the header :| and also the top post's banner. but too bad I'm too lazy to change the layout. lol no one cares. and also I need to stop being so ...colorful. ;; I've abandoned this journal for quite some times now ;3
♪ holidays equal heaven! asdfghjkl; I'm so used to being busy but now I've no essay to work on or anything, no assignment, nothing. I feel empty. yeah self you just can't stop complaining about everything can you? otl
♪ bolero is on repeat again. I swear that song is magical \o// looking back over the last semester, I remember keeping all the complaints and bitterness down my throat for how I ended up getting a horrible roommate. I must've killed someone in my past life and I don't even believe in reincarnation. she's a legit drama queen and no, I never despise drama queens in fact I found that it's fun to have such people around. they make your life more ...dramatic lol. but something about her is just wayyyy off and she's like so fucking annoying. and what does this thing has anything to do with bolero? because everytime things got totally ugly to the point I wished I could kick her off the building, when she and her high-pitched voice friend talked about something about saving the nation and pretended to be the only remaining good and pure girls on earth cause everybody else is just ...bad and I wondered if they ever noticed someone was trying to get a fucking good sleep and god girl could you please stop pretending that you owned the whole fucking room and every fucking stuff in the room. most of the time I'd grit my teeth, earphones in, volume up and ignore the world. oh dear ears I'm so sorry and thank you for putting up with those torturous activities and thank you for being completely healthy after all the things we've been through. and yeah, the song, bolero is a part of my lil salvation during those times.
♪ well, on the bright side, despite all the bitterness I had to go through, I managed to get on the dean's list asdfghksl; fuck yeah all A's! I know everything happens for a reason. all those hardships are nothing now. I guess. I still feel bitter though
♪ what the fuck my 1tb external harddisk is almost full I must be so naive to think that 1tb is a freaking black hole = infinity a;ljcajdlkahflkjsl;ajsdlksjal maybe I should stop downloading ...stuffs. >_>;;
♪ how are you guys doing? :) I miss you all! :3 /cookies for everyone!
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MIYA.