i see it in your eyes. there is something that you hide from me...
goodness. these last few days have been very strange. i haven't done much of anything, but what i have done has been extremely repetitive and unusual. emmi [peetpachuli] spent the night yesterday and stephen came over along with us to watch some movies. it was okey. then stephen left and emmi and i had some fun with buddah. it was madness. she left so early, like around 7 though. ahh.
i slept until around noon then woke up to go have a cavity filled. it sucked so bad because they gave me not one, but TWO injections so that my mouth would go numb and for the next 2 hours or so, i couldn't feel anything in the left side of my face. arrg. stupid cavity. and as if THAT wasn't enough, right after that, i had an optometrist appointment so i had to go and take all the dumb little eye tests. at least he didn't do the thing where he dilates my pupils. i hate that shit. anyway, it was alright, but i JUST took an eye exam last week. after that was done i went and picked out some new glasses. i got 2 pairs of DKNY glasses and they are so fucking deck. they're both plastic framed and one is super mega emo with the black frames and all, and the other is pretty emo looking too, but somehow more feminine since they're smaller and not black. i like them both alot. i have to pick them up on thursday and that day, i also have to go get a haircut @ 11am. any suggestions? i'm thinking of leaving the long locks in the front and trimming the back OR getting the back cut real real short. i dunno. *shrugs*
thursday colin
ALSO on thursday, colin and i are going to buy our iron maiden tickets and then we're going to watch some movies and chill. i haven't seen him in a while so it should be spiffy. stephen wants to go though. ahh. i don't know how i feel about stephen being all like...weird about me now. he's telling everyone that we're hanging out and stuff and now everyone IM's me lately bitching about how i hang out with STEPHEN and not them. i don't really like socializing with people that much. i'm just not the kind of person that likes to force myself to hang around with people whom i don't really feel comfortable with. i mean...i guess i am comfortable with them all to a certain point and on a cetain level, but i would rather not get involved in hanging out ALL the time. they never call me anyway. if they wanted to hang out so bad, they fucking ring me up. i know they all get together all the time, so...i don't know why they bitch. fuck that. fuck katie too. i'm really upset with her because i've been trying to get together with her while she's here and we make plans and she never fucking calls back. i'm not calling her anymore and she can take any little plans she has and shove them. ok...this has been long, rambly, and i doubt anyone will read this. glad i got it out though.
klara
i slept until around noon then woke up to go have a cavity filled. it sucked so bad because they gave me not one, but TWO injections so that my mouth would go numb and for the next 2 hours or so, i couldn't feel anything in the left side of my face. arrg. stupid cavity. and as if THAT wasn't enough, right after that, i had an optometrist appointment so i had to go and take all the dumb little eye tests. at least he didn't do the thing where he dilates my pupils. i hate that shit. anyway, it was alright, but i JUST took an eye exam last week. after that was done i went and picked out some new glasses. i got 2 pairs of DKNY glasses and they are so fucking deck. they're both plastic framed and one is super mega emo with the black frames and all, and the other is pretty emo looking too, but somehow more feminine since they're smaller and not black. i like them both alot. i have to pick them up on thursday and that day, i also have to go get a haircut @ 11am. any suggestions? i'm thinking of leaving the long locks in the front and trimming the back OR getting the back cut real real short. i dunno. *shrugs*
thursday colin
ALSO on thursday, colin and i are going to buy our iron maiden tickets and then we're going to watch some movies and chill. i haven't seen him in a while so it should be spiffy. stephen wants to go though. ahh. i don't know how i feel about stephen being all like...weird about me now. he's telling everyone that we're hanging out and stuff and now everyone IM's me lately bitching about how i hang out with STEPHEN and not them. i don't really like socializing with people that much. i'm just not the kind of person that likes to force myself to hang around with people whom i don't really feel comfortable with. i mean...i guess i am comfortable with them all to a certain point and on a cetain level, but i would rather not get involved in hanging out ALL the time. they never call me anyway. if they wanted to hang out so bad, they fucking ring me up. i know they all get together all the time, so...i don't know why they bitch. fuck that. fuck katie too. i'm really upset with her because i've been trying to get together with her while she's here and we make plans and she never fucking calls back. i'm not calling her anymore and she can take any little plans she has and shove them. ok...this has been long, rambly, and i doubt anyone will read this. glad i got it out though.
klara