Downward Swing
Grrrhhhh. I'm going thru some wierd mood swing right now. I'm having a hard time motivating myself to do anything. I'm eating way more than usual. I crave jello of all things. I don't feel like I'm doing anything because I'm not, but I can't seem to get myself going. I've wasted 3 weeks on WOW, cleaning house, and unproductive internet surfing.
There is more to my existance than those things. Saturday I'm going to Fort Campbell to watch the Aviation show and later that night for the free Gin Blossoms Concert. I'm not even really excited about doing any of that, but at the same time I feel like I've got to start doing something or I'm just going to keep playing WOW and not do anything until June. I'm worried that I'm going to flake out and end up not going. (God I suck.)
You know, taking ceramics away from me, not having class to go to is eating away whatever was helping me hold my downward mood swings at bay for the majority of last semester. :( I wish I could just think happy thoughts or hang out with a friend or something simple.
There is more to my existance than those things. Saturday I'm going to Fort Campbell to watch the Aviation show and later that night for the free Gin Blossoms Concert. I'm not even really excited about doing any of that, but at the same time I feel like I've got to start doing something or I'm just going to keep playing WOW and not do anything until June. I'm worried that I'm going to flake out and end up not going. (God I suck.)
You know, taking ceramics away from me, not having class to go to is eating away whatever was helping me hold my downward mood swings at bay for the majority of last semester. :( I wish I could just think happy thoughts or hang out with a friend or something simple.