This poison's my intoxication, I broke the needle off in my skin
Well...Adam broke up with me yesterday. I guess technically he didn't break up with me, he put me on hold I guess.
I am so confused right now. I feel so lost and so broken inside.
I really don't want to be at work. I want to be home. I can't concentrate. I can't think.
He says he needs time. I'll give him time...all I really want is for him to call me and tell me that he loves me and reassure me that he will come back to me when Canada is all over. I don't even know if he is thinking about me. I know that last night he was over a t a friends watching a movie. I'd like to think that he was trying to get his mind off of me instead of just not thinking about me. I don't know what happened.
I don't know how I can survive the days without talking to him. I don't know how to survive a day without talking to him without hearing him say that he loves me.
I am so lost and so scared. I am scared that when this month is over he will not come back to me. The two years with him have been the happiest of my life. I never thought for one second that I would have to live without him.
This hurts so much.
I just want to hold him again, be held by him, kiss him again, hear him say that he loves me, see him smile when I tell him I love him.
I know that I will always love him. I know that he will never find anyone that loves him as much as I do.
I am so confused right now. I feel so lost and so broken inside.
I really don't want to be at work. I want to be home. I can't concentrate. I can't think.
He says he needs time. I'll give him time...all I really want is for him to call me and tell me that he loves me and reassure me that he will come back to me when Canada is all over. I don't even know if he is thinking about me. I know that last night he was over a t a friends watching a movie. I'd like to think that he was trying to get his mind off of me instead of just not thinking about me. I don't know what happened.
I don't know how I can survive the days without talking to him. I don't know how to survive a day without talking to him without hearing him say that he loves me.
I am so lost and so scared. I am scared that when this month is over he will not come back to me. The two years with him have been the happiest of my life. I never thought for one second that I would have to live without him.
This hurts so much.
I just want to hold him again, be held by him, kiss him again, hear him say that he loves me, see him smile when I tell him I love him.
I know that I will always love him. I know that he will never find anyone that loves him as much as I do.