Hello Lj world...
People tend to write in these when they are bummed..i'm falling into that category today.
Just crazy lonely, even when people are around i feel like somethings missing. I don't get it. Any shrinks out there reading this? doubtfully..but one can wish.
I've got a great job...except i can't help but hate it 70% of the time. Its the desk thing, you don't move..you just sit there..and type...and type...and type...honestly, i have become accustomed to sore fingers and wrists from this stupid keyboard.
Brit and i aren't doing well at all..sheesh...but thats enough of that.
Last night I didn't sleep. Hebert came over and hung out with me (aka played with my hair while i passed out from my horrible example of the word of wisdom) Brit left so I hung out with tim...and then came to work, nursing my spectacular hangover. Mormons have it right..alcohol is retarded.
So where to from now..thats all i really can ask myself. I don't have too many friends in town anymore, and i'm losing a lot of them soon lol, how sad is that? I miss my mormon friends, the old gang. I'm afraid that whole "mission" concept however keeps them pretty much detached from my world. What i wouldn't do to have another lunch with those guys. Good times.
So nostalgia sets in.
Sorry if you read all of this, really its more of a venting thing, cause i'm at work, and i just wanted to vent.
Just crazy lonely, even when people are around i feel like somethings missing. I don't get it. Any shrinks out there reading this? doubtfully..but one can wish.
I've got a great job...except i can't help but hate it 70% of the time. Its the desk thing, you don't move..you just sit there..and type...and type...and type...honestly, i have become accustomed to sore fingers and wrists from this stupid keyboard.
Brit and i aren't doing well at all..sheesh...but thats enough of that.
Last night I didn't sleep. Hebert came over and hung out with me (aka played with my hair while i passed out from my horrible example of the word of wisdom) Brit left so I hung out with tim...and then came to work, nursing my spectacular hangover. Mormons have it right..alcohol is retarded.
So where to from now..thats all i really can ask myself. I don't have too many friends in town anymore, and i'm losing a lot of them soon lol, how sad is that? I miss my mormon friends, the old gang. I'm afraid that whole "mission" concept however keeps them pretty much detached from my world. What i wouldn't do to have another lunch with those guys. Good times.
So nostalgia sets in.
Sorry if you read all of this, really its more of a venting thing, cause i'm at work, and i just wanted to vent.