Jul 07, 2005 21:45
Man I napped all of today away, and it was so wonderful...everything is so wonderful..life is perfect. There is not one thing I could ask for different with it, it all has just come together like i never expected it would. Things definetly happen for a reason, tim and I talked about that yesterday...just how some things seem really unfortunate at first, but can end up being the best thing in your life..or your best friends lol.
I've been so busy the past couple days. Buying a car is hard, but its finally done..and its mine. Not my dads, not my moms, mine. Its in my name. It is the perfect truck, and I love it so much more than is probably healthy. I also got a new cell phone cause mine broke, which is nice but pricey. A whole heckofalot has gone on this summer, and its definetly the best summer of my life thus far...and its only half over.
Whats weird is how you might not know a person like all of your life, then you meet them...and you wonder how you were happy before. Its weird and corny I know but I just really feel like brit is my best friend, and my gf (a good feeling eh keebs? lol) no but its just werid cause its almost been 4 months now, and i just really am happy with her. I slept with her last night on accident...not the sex kind...like actually sleeping, which they really should get a new term for. But I got whacked in the head with a camera from Tim, so I was just layin on a blanket on her lawn and next thing I know..boom...its one oclock, and shes asleep in my arms, and life is just absolutely perfect. So yeah...theres that (anyone? anyone) so that aspect of my life couldn't be better.
I was worried at first that I wouldn't behappy with a whole lot of my friends goin off to BYU, but thats one thing this summer has taught me is there are so many people out there, so many just awesome, good people. I think I'll be just fine, but I'll definetly visit those goshdern mormon kids lol.
Speaking of friends, I think shtuff between merrick and I have finally healed over. Its nice to actually look back and remember the good stuff, rather than the bad. So yeah keebs, thanks for the wonderful few years, hopefully we won't totally forget about each other. Your on the church history trip right now, have a good time.
Janssen Gates...why must you marry? don't get me wrong I man bart is like a man's man and friggin awesome, but I am just not comfortable with your wedding situation, who am I going to hang out with? Jenae? nope...shes married. So I think you should postpone the wedding indefinetly and just go to other weddings with me...yeah thats a good plan.
haha, I'm so different than I used to be. I'm so much happier. and thats without the meds thank you. The thing about meds is you really can't feel the extreme of any emotion. Like you can't be crazy sad, but you also can't be crazy happy. So this is nice.
Mike beede has seen enough of Europe, and we miss you back in the states, so I'm thinkin you should come home um...now. lol
Life....is perfect.
oh btw, if you are a person I sometimes call and you think I'm blowin you off, I'm probably not (dont get me wrong its a definate possibility, but I broke my phone, and got a new one, so I need your number again. Gratzi.)
Bart...you entertain me in your livejournalage.