And I lied to myself...to say..it was for the best
Today wasa very eventful day. It wasn't really great, it was really bad. It was just good. Rehearsal was cancelled that was nice, and classes were pretty awesome. In fact the whole day was pretty awesome except for the one thing about hangin out with Jen afterwards. Man I feel like such a jerk. I kissed her, and then just kinda...don't follow through with anything. it really wouldn't be a big deal except come to find out she likes me...a lot. thats pretty crappy of me to do that. and you see that wouldn't be a big deal but then I meet this other girl. Gah thats so much more complicated than I ever wanted things to be. Not cool at all. Things will turn out ok though, jen is cool like that.i just feel like such a bad friend doin that to her.
The play I have a feeling is going to get a bit rougher. My fault. It should be a lot of fun though. I love acting.
Go mikey, its yo' birthday, go mikey its yo' birthday! Well done with tonight bud...well done indeed.
Man, I am in really big trouble. i like this girl...man I do. gosh dangit. I havn't had a crush on someone since merrick...holy cow, its a wonderful feeling. I love it. Its like I'm alive again. right now I just absolutely love life. Not because of her, not because of anything in particular, just because everything has come together. It really helped that I finished the book of mormon I think. I have gotten to be a much better person, at least in my opinion lol, I'm sure some people would disagree.
I'm trying to think of anything else...except I'm not sure there is anything else. oh yeah hey taylor it wascool seein you at the concert
Janssen...your last journal entry was kinda emo..I'm a little worried so i'll tell you what. I'll still be friends with you for a couple months after your married. I know you can't quit me cold turkey...thats hard so we'll just work in steps lol.
Kyle..no more talk about video games..I want you to research something intellectual and interesting. NOTHING that stems from japan...except sumos..that wouldn't be so bad. keep up with the Penny Arcade though..thats just funny.
The play I have a feeling is going to get a bit rougher. My fault. It should be a lot of fun though. I love acting.
Go mikey, its yo' birthday, go mikey its yo' birthday! Well done with tonight bud...well done indeed.
Man, I am in really big trouble. i like this girl...man I do. gosh dangit. I havn't had a crush on someone since merrick...holy cow, its a wonderful feeling. I love it. Its like I'm alive again. right now I just absolutely love life. Not because of her, not because of anything in particular, just because everything has come together. It really helped that I finished the book of mormon I think. I have gotten to be a much better person, at least in my opinion lol, I'm sure some people would disagree.
I'm trying to think of anything else...except I'm not sure there is anything else. oh yeah hey taylor it wascool seein you at the concert
Janssen...your last journal entry was kinda emo..I'm a little worried so i'll tell you what. I'll still be friends with you for a couple months after your married. I know you can't quit me cold turkey...thats hard so we'll just work in steps lol.
Kyle..no more talk about video games..I want you to research something intellectual and interesting. NOTHING that stems from japan...except sumos..that wouldn't be so bad. keep up with the Penny Arcade though..thats just funny.