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So these last few weeks have been some of the hardest of my life. I feel like im gonna cry like all the time. Im always so busy during the week with tennis and GQ which is handable but i havent been able to hang out on a friday or saturday night for almost two months now. Its driving me mad, ive already punched a hole in my wall. I hate not being able to see everyone. I hate not knowing that im missing everything. I feel like im losing my childhood. I have put in my two weeks at work and i think im gonna call out my last two days next weekend.Im so fucking tired of missing every party every moment EVERYTHING every weekend. I feel like im going insane. I hate it i hate having all these fucking reponsibility i seriously just want out. Getting a phone call update later tongiht or tommorow morning. I have more to say,