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Ok so here's what's goin on. Went to my childbirth classes like 2 weeks ago almost. Got up to go to the bathroom and passed out on the way. Ever since then I've been pretty much terrified of leaving the house. Not too sure why but I know that every time I have left the house for the past month or so, I've felt horrible.
I'm guesssssssing it's anxiety because I'd hoped to be in our own place by now (actually months ago) and I'm starting to think it's not gonna happen at all. Not to mention the normal fears of giving birth and taking care of a brand new life.
All I want to do is set up my little nursery.
I'm so upset and depressed.... today is actually the first day that I've been out of bed for more than an hour or so.
Also, everytime I eat, it hurts. Like really bad. Not nausea but actual pain. Went to the hospital yet again. They said I have a bladder infection but nothing they can do about the stomach pain. They actually gave me pain pills just so I can eat. Obviously I try not to take them but sometimes it's just so bad .
Idk what to do anymore. I can't just lie here while the days go by and I get closer and closer to the big moment and I have no where to take her home to. It breaks my heart.
I'm guesssssssing it's anxiety because I'd hoped to be in our own place by now (actually months ago) and I'm starting to think it's not gonna happen at all. Not to mention the normal fears of giving birth and taking care of a brand new life.
All I want to do is set up my little nursery.
I'm so upset and depressed.... today is actually the first day that I've been out of bed for more than an hour or so.
Also, everytime I eat, it hurts. Like really bad. Not nausea but actual pain. Went to the hospital yet again. They said I have a bladder infection but nothing they can do about the stomach pain. They actually gave me pain pills just so I can eat. Obviously I try not to take them but sometimes it's just so bad .
Idk what to do anymore. I can't just lie here while the days go by and I get closer and closer to the big moment and I have no where to take her home to. It breaks my heart.