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This Is My Life, RatedLife:
5.6Mind:
4.6Body:
6.6Spirit:
5.5Friends/Family:
4Love:
7.7Finance:
5.5Take the Rate My Life Quiz
My parents are fighting. Really fighting. Except my mom doesn't talk. She doesn't fight back, she just acts as the martyr. As a saint that she isn't. It scares me in a way. I don't want to be like that. When I get older I want to live with Gabriel. I want to be able to have a discussion like cililized people. I want to be able to know that I am loved, truly and unconditionally by him, and maybe that is because they never had that, but that's something I need. I need to know thatI have support. I want him to feel secure and safe and happy with our relationship. I want him to feel the same love for me in 17 years as he does now. I just want everything to be ok. I want our futures to be full of lazy Sundays and home renovations and... I dunno... chickens in the yard. Like a storybook, because everyday with Gabriel feels like I'm a princess in a storybook, and I want that to last. I want to be the perfect girlfriend, or later maybe fiancee or whatever he decides. I am so scared of becoming my mother. I am so scared of ruining his life.
5.6Mind:
4.6Body:
6.6Spirit:
5.5Friends/Family:
4Love:
7.7Finance:
5.5Take the Rate My Life Quiz
My parents are fighting. Really fighting. Except my mom doesn't talk. She doesn't fight back, she just acts as the martyr. As a saint that she isn't. It scares me in a way. I don't want to be like that. When I get older I want to live with Gabriel. I want to be able to have a discussion like cililized people. I want to be able to know that I am loved, truly and unconditionally by him, and maybe that is because they never had that, but that's something I need. I need to know thatI have support. I want him to feel secure and safe and happy with our relationship. I want him to feel the same love for me in 17 years as he does now. I just want everything to be ok. I want our futures to be full of lazy Sundays and home renovations and... I dunno... chickens in the yard. Like a storybook, because everyday with Gabriel feels like I'm a princess in a storybook, and I want that to last. I want to be the perfect girlfriend, or later maybe fiancee or whatever he decides. I am so scared of becoming my mother. I am so scared of ruining his life.