Maybe i want to throw up?
So.. last night was one of the worst nights of my life.. i have DEFINITELY had worse.. but i mean- it was up there. Everyone was going through hell. And I was trying to help everyone else.. and help myself too. Hell is what my life is at the moment. i dunno. like its so exhausting. And now that my other half isnt happy nemore.. I dunno what to do.. I dont want anyone to give me advice.. or.. even really listen to me.. cuz i just look like an attention whore. Maybe that is what i am. But whatever i am.. all i know is that i'm not happy being it. Its hard. It is. And it suxxx. w/e im getting used to this.
Len
Len