CuZ yOu a BuGGa BoOo...

Aug 11, 2005 17:20

In the past 3 weeks ive learned alot about my self and others...

The first thing ive learned is who really cares about me... i relised that i can only count on 2 actual people in my life to be there for me. Im so glad that jelly is my bestfriend i have no idea on earth what i would do without her. She has helped me through so much that i dotn think that i could ever thank her for what she has done for me.. = ]

The second thing that i have figured out is that every single guy out there is the same.. they dont really care about you.. you give and you give for them and you are always there for them when they need you.. but when you need them the most they are never there for you .. it sucks to put ur heart out to people and try to open up to someone who just dosent know how to do the same or just doesnt seem to care about what ur feeling inside.. it feels like i was just being used and it sucks.. They all just think they can play you.. their wrong.. I KNOW ALL THE GAMES YOU PLAY CUZ I PLAYED THEM TOO....but ive grown up alot from all of this .. im learning not to let guys walk all over me because im too nice to them.. but im not going to give up on guys not yet.. because i know there is someone out there who will treat me good..and im just gunna have to wait i guess... but alls i know.. is he had a chance with something so awesome and he blew it so it sucks for him..

i dont feel like going into the rest of the things right now..soo ill tell u about waht ive been up too..

Jelly came over the other day we didnt really do much.. we got the blow up doll and blew the bitch up and we made her into a raft for the pool.. it was funny. and then we went tanning naked in the back yard..Then we went to this dock thing and we met a couple of guys they were pretty cute.... ew omg this hillbilly thing like tryed to get w// me and he was like 4058.. eww ..she went home a couple of days later..

Ive been hangin out with amber she took me to meet the boys downt he street.. they were super nice.. one of them is Ricky hes soo cute.. they were like oh we should have baked u cake and stuff ! .. lmfao.. but Ricky was like we have to hang out more and he told amber he thought i was hott!! aww = ] so we will see what goes on with that..
me and amber went to get my hair cut the other day and i went and took my work permitt to wallgreens! yea i got a job!
well thats about it so im outtie mwahh x0x0
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