May I ask....?
Geez, why are you doing this to me?.. Oh man.. all my friends say I should just drop this subject because they don't think you are worth my time and mind.. but you know what? I can't drop this subject because it deals with YOU.. YOU are my friend and I can't drop that.. I won't let myself just forget about you.. you have been my friend LONG before you ever started feeling what you felt.. which sucks... didn't I tell you that Feelings change EVERYTHING?... Oh man.. how I wished you never felt those feelings at all.. maybe if you never fell for those feelings... then we might still be close and still talk.. I only wished that we could talk to each other like we did before.. but I can't because sometimes when I want to talk to you (in class).. you never seem like you want to because you either seem uncomfortable, annoyed, or too "cool" to talk to someone like me. Other times.. when you are in a too good of a mood.. you can become rude.. there for being rude to me because I seem to be your target to piss off.. so when you do piss me off.. it makes me not want to talk to you because you are such a flipping asshole I just want to sometimes leave the room and punch a hole in the wall.. trust me.. I could if I was that mad. Oh my.. I only wished I could tell you this.. all of this with out skipping out on some of the details or I could tell you.. I am just scared we might argue about crap that is just stupid and get even more distant... I don't think its right.. we were friends- good friends- way before this happened.. actually come to think of it.. What did happen?.. one day it just got so strange we decided to not talk to eachother anymore? Yeh I might not have the same feelings but it doesn't mean I stopped being your friend or stopped caring about you.. I only wished that you knew and understood this.. I know you don't but I can't change the world..
I only want everything back to normal.. but maybe I can't wish for it anymore.. please tell me.. should I drop this subject or are you willing for try.. or even care about this?
I never meant to hurt you with HIM (if you get me) he helps me out a bit because unlike you.. he listens and TALKS to me. He reminds me of you alot though... only.. he is just more goofy lol.
P.S. The only reason I called you up and told you I lost those feelings was because I knew everything was getting really weird between us... so I tried making it better by saying that (even though it was partially a lie).... Apparently that didn't work.. now I'm stuck
WOW.. that felt really good.. now only if I found a way to deliver this to you.. it would make everything mucho better.. don't you think?
I only want everything back to normal.. but maybe I can't wish for it anymore.. please tell me.. should I drop this subject or are you willing for try.. or even care about this?
I never meant to hurt you with HIM (if you get me) he helps me out a bit because unlike you.. he listens and TALKS to me. He reminds me of you alot though... only.. he is just more goofy lol.
P.S. The only reason I called you up and told you I lost those feelings was because I knew everything was getting really weird between us... so I tried making it better by saying that (even though it was partially a lie).... Apparently that didn't work.. now I'm stuck
WOW.. that felt really good.. now only if I found a way to deliver this to you.. it would make everything mucho better.. don't you think?