For all intents and pouposes
I guess i have joined the smathering club of those that have been neglecting the fad of the live journal. I have been busy, which is a common excuse for myself lately. I find i do have the time, if i mangaed things better, i think things wouldn't be as hetic. But alas, things work so i don't think to change them.
I had to be a real writer for once on sat. i was given an assiagnment for that morning and a deadline in the afternoon, so i could be ran Sun. I turned out better than i expected it to- i did it but i hope not to do it again soon.
I have things i need to tie up. I think i should call or e-mail laura. At the very least burn that cd for her. From her own words she seems very lonly, and looking forward to something that isn't school. I wonder if i should just let it go or inverivne. I worry about the concerquences that might invoke, with her moving more than likly in the coming months-- a familar situation i rather advoid. Speaking of advoid, i need to e-mail Kat, one of the many things i have been putting off due to being busy. She wants an explanation of my behavior to her lately. I feel obligated to answer her due to the fact that if the tables were turned i would want that. Frankly, i belive the whole situation should be self-explantory to her... Also i think i shouldn't have to be the one explaning himself all the time, it should be the other way around. But these matters are out of my hands, the burden of our "relationship" is not going to be carried by me anymore- I have ran into enough of her brick walls and been apart of too many of her plans.
However, regardless of these thoughts above- i'm not going to be vedictive or even mean- i don't need to be. She made the decisons to treat me these way- i can only control my actions. So whatever happens, happens but overall issuse with her are settled on my behalf to where i have closusre.
I saw skips band on Fri, they rock.
Marathon training starts soon.
Maccorini's is okay
High school is still High School
Treadmills can be hazodous to health.
I gave up cussing for lent.
Laker update- They have the 6th spot in the West, 4 games back from Minny and Portland. The Diesal is working again and its about time.
I had to be a real writer for once on sat. i was given an assiagnment for that morning and a deadline in the afternoon, so i could be ran Sun. I turned out better than i expected it to- i did it but i hope not to do it again soon.
I have things i need to tie up. I think i should call or e-mail laura. At the very least burn that cd for her. From her own words she seems very lonly, and looking forward to something that isn't school. I wonder if i should just let it go or inverivne. I worry about the concerquences that might invoke, with her moving more than likly in the coming months-- a familar situation i rather advoid. Speaking of advoid, i need to e-mail Kat, one of the many things i have been putting off due to being busy. She wants an explanation of my behavior to her lately. I feel obligated to answer her due to the fact that if the tables were turned i would want that. Frankly, i belive the whole situation should be self-explantory to her... Also i think i shouldn't have to be the one explaning himself all the time, it should be the other way around. But these matters are out of my hands, the burden of our "relationship" is not going to be carried by me anymore- I have ran into enough of her brick walls and been apart of too many of her plans.
However, regardless of these thoughts above- i'm not going to be vedictive or even mean- i don't need to be. She made the decisons to treat me these way- i can only control my actions. So whatever happens, happens but overall issuse with her are settled on my behalf to where i have closusre.
I saw skips band on Fri, they rock.
Marathon training starts soon.
Maccorini's is okay
High school is still High School
Treadmills can be hazodous to health.
I gave up cussing for lent.
Laker update- They have the 6th spot in the West, 4 games back from Minny and Portland. The Diesal is working again and its about time.