admiration and loathing

[lenatheraven]

Ok, so first, the loathing.  My hotmail account is down for whatever reason and I feel like I'm going fucking insane...I know I have three unread messages and can't check them...don't know who they're from.  grrrbitch.

admiration...I'm in someone else's shoes and I don't like the way they fit...how did you do it?