sad
There is a cloud overhead. I just learned one of my boss' from my first job passed away recently from cancer. I knew she had it and kept saying I'll stop by and visit her, but never took the time. Now it's too late and I feel so guilty for giving her the time she deserved. Susanne was such a nice lady and I'm very sad that the world no longer has her smile. :(
My bunny died today, Mr. Handsome. I feel like I am the last breath receiver person. It's something I can't forget. I can still remember Michael's grandmother's last breath and my bunny's....his was so sad and wheezy-like... He couldn't hold himself up, like he had lost feeling in his limbs..I held him for a few minutes and then put him in his carrier to be sent off to the vet..He somehow found the strength to jump up next to the screen and kiss me goodbye and that's when I knew he wasn't coming back.. :( I don't even like animals~ why am I so sad? This is why it sucks to have a pet. He wasn't even mine, he was my parents- but I loved the little pooper. shit.
Tom was bit by a shark the other day. I'm so glad he is safe, but omg the shark bite was huge which meant that it was a big shark. He was swimming only like 10ft from shore too.. gosh with our family's luck I am staying far from the ocean..
All the other drama sucks, I think I'm grinding my teeth due to all the stress which gives me fantastic migranes during the day...ugh I just want things to go back to how they were...or at least let us get past these bumps in the road. I'm just so glad I have Michael. He's amazing and hopefully he feels the same way despite our sopranos drama...although let the record show we are not like the sopranos..
i'm tired.