i can't get it right
So I thought everything was good. Assumptions are always made but it just so happens I get blamed for things I didn't do. I didn't say anything that was definite but it just so happens that only one person knows the truth! Why don't people believe me when I say "I NEVER said that" now all I want is a damn apologie and I doubt I'll ever get one. I am so incredibility happy that I have decided to go home for the rest of the summer once my class gets out..down south there is no drama, no bullshit, people don't think I'm lazy, my friends actually believe me (I know thats a crazy thought) and there are orthopedics that might actually know what they are talking about! I am so happy Becca is coming with me this weekend...she is one person that can always keep me sane. Well it all proves that the only way not to be involved in anything is to just not talk to anyone and if thats what I have to do so be it. I have only a few good friends but I guess thats all you need...because with the more people you meet slowly but surely that is only more drama that comes creeping in. I learned that the only person you can trust is yourself because it always seems to happen that you can't just tell one person something or if you do it still somehow gets around to everyone else. Is there really any trust anymore. I do realize that this journal most likely doesn't make any sense what so ever but I need to vent and I just have so much on my mind. I finally stopped crying but I don't think that is going to last long. :(