Just when you think youve finally got it made..bad news comes knocking at your garden gate!

[lenaface828]

I thought for a slight moment in time that I had it all figured out. That I knew who I wanted to be, what I wanted to do, and who I wanted to share my time with. But then life goes and makes me begin this process of figuring out what I want all over again. Why is it that when you get something you have wanted for so long and have thought so much about it seems to only get more complicated as time goes on. Instead of untying the knot everything just becomes more tangled and that only makes you think; is it worth the time,concentration, and effort? I just don't know. Also, why is it that when I finally make up my mind about who I want to be and how I want to go about life someone goes and makes me feel even more horrible about who I am. I DO NOT want to be involved in other peoples shit..is that so hard to understand. I don't care to know if you have a problem with someone else, that is for you to deal with I don't want to know! Now tonight I finally make that clear to someone and they go and make me feel like a complete bitch. Who is wrong?
I wish I could fast forward to see what is going to happen because personally I don't know if I can handle anymore mistakes...I am very much looking forward to going home this weekend!