Things Aren't Working

Jul 14, 2006 22:38

I am so FUCKING PISSED OFF because I have had a plan to go see someone that I haven't seen in 2 years today and it just isn't working! And those of you that know me really well should know who I'm talking about and yes it is a guy! I had basically all of it planed! What to where, what to talk about, who was going with me exctra. I just didn't have plans finalized on the how to get there! Leisa and I were going to go together. I had already talked to her about it a week ago and everything seemed like it was going to work out! I got home yesterday from being in Toledo all week and I didn't get to call her so I was just going to call her this morning at about 10 o'clock! So I got up about 9 o'clock because I couldn't sleep! I was too excited and nerves! I got up, took a shower and through my clothes in the washer! Meanwhile all this time I thought my dad was in bed sleeping...but no he wasn't. He was outside working on some of the yard! My dad works Third shift and doesn't get to bed untill about 3 in the morning! He came in the house about 10-10:30 ish in the worst mood ever! I didn't even talk to him for the first few minutes and then I finaly asked him a little question and he slamed the spoon in his hand down and walked out the door! His normal I'm pissed off ruiten! So the rest of the day I spent hiding in my room aways from him because I didn't want to piss him off even more than he already was! I was walking on egg shells untill about 2:30 when he left! So I didn't use the phone to call Leisa and I didn't get to through my clothes in the drier! And him leaving at 2:30 didn't give me enough time to dry my clothes, get ready, find a ride and drive there because it ended at 3! So all of my plans got ruined! THIS PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH! I HATE THIS! I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WILL GET A CHANCE TO SEE HIM NOW BEFORE HE GOES BACK HOME! ERRRRR I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY! I HATE THIS SO MUCH. I FINALLY WAS GOING TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME AND TAKE A RISK AND THEN MY FUCKING PLANS GET RUINED. I HATE THIS!!!!

I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE ON WHAT TO DO NOW!!!!!
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