i need to leave this place

[lena_the_geek]

i am really down and out today. i was proud of myself that i hadn't cried over him in at least a week but today i caved in. i am so weak.

on a brighter note, i made a new friend. his name is extant59, or steve. which ever you prefer. hi steve. he is pretty rad.

so it's thursday. blah.