Positive Things
Hi everyone!
And after a very sad entry, I'm going to write something positive.
Yesterday evening, I had my weekly lesson of singing and, as I already know, my vocal cords were not so healthy, but not because of flu or similar, but because of my emotional state of mind. -The voice is our deepest mirror.-
Once my teacher, my beloved Emma, realized that, she interrupted the lesson and tryed to understand what was going on in my mind. We talked a lot and she made me feel really better. She told me that I can't give up so soon and that if I really know what I want to do I have to choose that path and work hard to achieve my aims. And that I don't have to be afraid of competition at University because only if I try to overcome all the difficulties I can really grow up.
Oh, and she told me: "Don't care about what your Dad thinks. It's your life and it's time that you take your decisions and face your own stumbling blocks."
I don't know why (well, now I know why..XD), but I smiled when I walked out of her home. Everything seemed to be more and more fair.
Then, I met my best friend and it helped even more. He has this great trust in me and I don't want to disappoint him. So, I'm going to take his advices and look inside myself to discover what I really want.
And I know that if days ago I thought about choosing Physics there must be something. Well, not a passion as big as the world, but still something I like.
Maybe, that's my road. Maybe, it's Physics that I should really choose. And maybe I should not be afraid of saying it loud.
My dad still doesn't talk to me, but, onestly I don't care.
It's my life. And, for once, I want to decide what's best for me.
Anyway, yesterday (I did too many things...lol) I also had dinner with all my ex-friends of high school. I had a really good time and I realized that it would be our last real dinner as a class.
During my five years in High School I had lots (LOTS) of troubles with them, but now...I know I will miss them. All of them.
And it's so true that you can understand what you have just when you loose it.
I luv you, guys! <3
Ok, I'm stopping now or I'll start to cry...XD
See you soon!^^
Lena
And after a very sad entry, I'm going to write something positive.
Yesterday evening, I had my weekly lesson of singing and, as I already know, my vocal cords were not so healthy, but not because of flu or similar, but because of my emotional state of mind. -The voice is our deepest mirror.-
Once my teacher, my beloved Emma, realized that, she interrupted the lesson and tryed to understand what was going on in my mind. We talked a lot and she made me feel really better. She told me that I can't give up so soon and that if I really know what I want to do I have to choose that path and work hard to achieve my aims. And that I don't have to be afraid of competition at University because only if I try to overcome all the difficulties I can really grow up.
Oh, and she told me: "Don't care about what your Dad thinks. It's your life and it's time that you take your decisions and face your own stumbling blocks."
I don't know why (well, now I know why..XD), but I smiled when I walked out of her home. Everything seemed to be more and more fair.
Then, I met my best friend and it helped even more. He has this great trust in me and I don't want to disappoint him. So, I'm going to take his advices and look inside myself to discover what I really want.
And I know that if days ago I thought about choosing Physics there must be something. Well, not a passion as big as the world, but still something I like.
Maybe, that's my road. Maybe, it's Physics that I should really choose. And maybe I should not be afraid of saying it loud.
My dad still doesn't talk to me, but, onestly I don't care.
It's my life. And, for once, I want to decide what's best for me.
Anyway, yesterday (I did too many things...lol) I also had dinner with all my ex-friends of high school. I had a really good time and I realized that it would be our last real dinner as a class.
During my five years in High School I had lots (LOTS) of troubles with them, but now...I know I will miss them. All of them.
And it's so true that you can understand what you have just when you loose it.
I luv you, guys! <3
Ok, I'm stopping now or I'll start to cry...XD
See you soon!^^
Lena