Sep 14, 2008 23:13
So this is getting annoying.
Already?
really?
u need to figure urself out.
i WAS sure.
look how long that lasted.
if u felt the same way this questions wouldnt arise.
people,honestly, just figure out what u want and make ur life and everyone elses much more simple.
its not hard, at least not for me, not in cases like this.
its always been clear to me, i never once fooled myself.
its simple.
maybe thats just me.
or well obviously it is.
i miss my old pointless posts about the things i did. they are so fun to read as opposed to this growing up crap.
it would just be better ifthere was more time, but of course, there isnt. ha.
or if u were just certian about something for once. and ya kno, obvious about it.
that would help too.
i love u, but im not screwing up everything for u.
i'd do anything for u.
but im not wrecking my life.
ill take care of u,
but im notgonna 4get to take care of myself.
i let myself get walked all over b4, and it was stupid.
u cant make someone ur everything and not care about urself too, u will end up nowhere. and lost. and unhappy.
guess what, im not gonna do that.
make up ur mind, make it soon, but most importantly, be completely positive.
i want it to be right more than anything,but only if it truely is right.
end thoughts to self.