Life part 2.
I'm not sure how.
Nor am I actually sure of when.
But something changed.
Or everything did.
It's like, all of a sudden, I realized life is not anything like the movies. ANd trying to mimic them is just ridic.
And I feel as if for the longest time, I was trying to play some role, trying to appear as a certian person to someone, and then change characters completly for someone else.
The things I did, and the things I said, was not me, it was what I thought I should be doing, or saying.
And because of this, I have constantly been battling with who I REALLY am.
I'm not saying I'm completley cured, out of habbit sometimes I will still act a certian way for people.
But I'm no longer constantly trying to appear as something. I finally dont care about the impression I'm giving out all the time.
And I'm finally figuring out who I really am.
I'm just not really sure If I am really liking it or not. I guess it just takes some getting use to.
Nor am I actually sure of when.
But something changed.
Or everything did.
It's like, all of a sudden, I realized life is not anything like the movies. ANd trying to mimic them is just ridic.
And I feel as if for the longest time, I was trying to play some role, trying to appear as a certian person to someone, and then change characters completly for someone else.
The things I did, and the things I said, was not me, it was what I thought I should be doing, or saying.
And because of this, I have constantly been battling with who I REALLY am.
I'm not saying I'm completley cured, out of habbit sometimes I will still act a certian way for people.
But I'm no longer constantly trying to appear as something. I finally dont care about the impression I'm giving out all the time.
And I'm finally figuring out who I really am.
I'm just not really sure If I am really liking it or not. I guess it just takes some getting use to.