gettin excited
before,
i think i thought as mass. more of just an escape.
like i thought i needed to get out of here, and here is my way
but now
im starting to really be excited about it! and not seeing it just as an escape.
the only things that make me worried/sad is knowing how cold its going to be! and ill really miss MY target. I mean, hopefully ill transfer to another one up there, but i really love the people i work with. and ill be really sad about leaving them.
as for my other friends, ill miss them of course, but ill make sure to keep in touch, and im sure i can make new ones up north!
money will be tighter of course
and ill literally be on my own.
which i think will be great for me.
i have a lot of growing up to do.
i think i thought as mass. more of just an escape.
like i thought i needed to get out of here, and here is my way
but now
im starting to really be excited about it! and not seeing it just as an escape.
the only things that make me worried/sad is knowing how cold its going to be! and ill really miss MY target. I mean, hopefully ill transfer to another one up there, but i really love the people i work with. and ill be really sad about leaving them.
as for my other friends, ill miss them of course, but ill make sure to keep in touch, and im sure i can make new ones up north!
money will be tighter of course
and ill literally be on my own.
which i think will be great for me.
i have a lot of growing up to do.