tuesday Free write

Apr 06, 2005 00:04

Nothing is constant in life
Things are constantly changing
People have new faces
Like the moon has many phases

Every time i look up
Someone discovers the addiction of a frown
Everytime i need you most
You always let me down

Mistakes. unavoidable. inconsistant outcomes. No one knows thier future, fate leads the way. We must only trust that we shall find our destiny.
Love. fades with time. People change, circumstances differ. Need to move on. This life is leading no where. But desire leads us onward. Up up up, onward and forward. No slowing down Not now, hurry along. It's the most important time of your life. Now.

Family. Hiding secrets. The dark crevices no one dares to reach. They all know. It makes sense to them. But not to me. Why didnt anyone tell me. Did you think that it would make more sense when i pieced the puzzel together myself with the biased tales of you all. Lies. Heartbreak. Separation. Cause and effect.

You think that the world is a better place when people are drugged, zombies moving through the motions. Has it been so long that you have felt the wind in your hair, been in love, seen the views of a mountain top? Have you forgotten what it is all worth. Have you replaced your values with bitterness and spite? Why does no one have the energy to fight. this world is going to hell. lets sit back and relax. Its the end of the world as we know it, and i feel fine.

Lost. Gone forever and always. Never to return. That split second, the mistake. Letting it slip through unsuspecting fingers. If i only knew then what i know now. The one and only. Gone. Longing.

giving in to temptation. Inevitable. Runs throught the blood in these veins. Broke us apart, scattered the pieces which slivered into our skin. You had no idea the consecquence. Neither did she at the time. Impulsive. Wanting something so bad. The moment of intesity. Just on more and im thorugh. Last one i swear. Once is all it takes. You are ruined after that. Like a drug. Stained. Forever.

Time. You can never go back. You cannot control it. Nor can you control the waether. Prevailing forces always win. There is no chance for you here. All the "if only", i wish i had thought this through. Always moves on. Flys by faster than you can think. permanent.

You. Swept me off my feet. Knocked me on the floor. What happened. Why? When? How? Is it just me. Cant lose this. terrified. I wish that colors never faded, no matter how mush the sun beat on them, they stayed vibrant. But time erodes like water. Drifting. Farther and farther. Fell. Too fast. You had your hands clasped togehter before i learned to use mine. I guess that makes you better. What can i do.
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