Change of Schools
Welp, I've decided something today. If we end up moving before I get out of high school I am most likely going to try to change schools. I will still be going to our prom because I'm Daniel's date, but I am so bored with my life right now that I need change.
I don't know. Elaine seems to think that when I just randomly stopped taking my anti-depressants that I went into some sort of slump. Went to the doctor's and they tried to up my dosage, and they are also talking about forced therapy sessions, which I don't want. That wouldn't look real good on my record, you know?
My cousin asked me about what my best friend would think if I just moved away and changed schools and I laughed. What best friend? The only best friend I can ever remember having died last year in my arms... Daniel said that Shauna had thought of me as a best friend, well hell, I never knew that! I just always thought that it was one sided.
Sorry, I was ranting...
But when I stop and think about it... I have nothing left.
I just hope that Daniel and I can last and pull through the slump that I am putting us through.
I don't know. Elaine seems to think that when I just randomly stopped taking my anti-depressants that I went into some sort of slump. Went to the doctor's and they tried to up my dosage, and they are also talking about forced therapy sessions, which I don't want. That wouldn't look real good on my record, you know?
My cousin asked me about what my best friend would think if I just moved away and changed schools and I laughed. What best friend? The only best friend I can ever remember having died last year in my arms... Daniel said that Shauna had thought of me as a best friend, well hell, I never knew that! I just always thought that it was one sided.
Sorry, I was ranting...
But when I stop and think about it... I have nothing left.
I just hope that Daniel and I can last and pull through the slump that I am putting us through.