Moving On
I realized that I've matured in some ways, even though I'm still one through 16 years old. I'm no longer trying to figure out what I like and dislike. I know now. And I no longer feel the need to describe myself as if I were another person reading about me. I love how things just seem to come together with age, even though I sometimes have to
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so, that makes me really hopeful. really, really hopeful.
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Really. I've realized now that I'm not really searching for things and answers that aren't there or are simply in front of my face but not acknowledged on purpose. This year I got a lot of shit from my friends who seemed to want to change me for their own benifit, and not mine. But the thing was that one friend would "change me" and another friend would either find something wrong with the "new me" and aditionally seek out another part of me that needed to be repaired. I finally got so fed up that I accepted everything about myself and my flaws and decided to fuck that and this and settle into what I am. That sounds a bit complicated, but that's how it happened.
So, keep your hopes up because things really do fall into place... And before you know it everything won't seem like one big mess that's impossible to clean because you don't even know where to start.
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