afraid of love, afraid of friends. abuse causes fear.
It’s ten feet deep and the river won’t stop
I’ll tell you what’s in it when I make it across...
Now open your arms, Pick up your head, Open your eyes
So you can see what happens next
You won’t believe just how good it can get
We’ll make a lover out of you yet...
~i can trust the ones that love me and believe them when they tell me "i love you sheariah". i havnt been able to do that in a long time.
Beauty for Ashes.
thanks to my friends, i have created a beautiful life. it seemed so impossible, i accomplished this by letting myself receive unconditional love from others. facing the past and "replanting" myself i must say was the hardest thing i have ever done in my life.
now i am growing healthy and happier than ever.
my fear is gone.
i fear nothing, i do not fear that people would ever stop loving me for mistakes i make because nothing i do could take TRUE love away.
i am content in everything i do now, i have figures out how to get myself out of holes..
time is on my side.
there is a big difference in "conditional love" and unconditional love"
i no longer fear that love would disapear.
unconditional love will always be there.
<3<3
I’ll tell you what’s in it when I make it across...
Now open your arms, Pick up your head, Open your eyes
So you can see what happens next
You won’t believe just how good it can get
We’ll make a lover out of you yet...
~i can trust the ones that love me and believe them when they tell me "i love you sheariah". i havnt been able to do that in a long time.
Beauty for Ashes.
thanks to my friends, i have created a beautiful life. it seemed so impossible, i accomplished this by letting myself receive unconditional love from others. facing the past and "replanting" myself i must say was the hardest thing i have ever done in my life.
now i am growing healthy and happier than ever.
my fear is gone.
i fear nothing, i do not fear that people would ever stop loving me for mistakes i make because nothing i do could take TRUE love away.
i am content in everything i do now, i have figures out how to get myself out of holes..
time is on my side.
there is a big difference in "conditional love" and unconditional love"
i no longer fear that love would disapear.
unconditional love will always be there.
<3<3