Hmmmm...
Ok just to clear things up... i dont label myself as anythin other than a juggalette or killer clown or wicked clown whatever you prefere to say... i dyed my hair black because quite honestly... i like the way it looks, i did not like the way that it looked when it was red or blond or brown. i like black. im not trying to be a goth nor do i reali want to be a goth. i was a goth at one given time but it was just too much work... Granted every now and then i will wear gothin clothing because i like the way i look in it but under no circumstances would i say i was a goth. there are but 4 n 1/2 people that i care about any more... and that half... that goes to you erica... cuz i love you, you know i do, but i dont think your seing the whole picture. when i do something you just assume i do it for attention. i dyed my hair black cuz i like the way it looks, i do what i do because i have no reason not to, i say what i say because i feel like it, and if i chose to hurt myself physicailly... as stupid as you may think it. it makes me feel happy. it gives me a sense of purpous. and if and when i do do it... i dont make a big deal out of it. i am not an attention whore. if what i do gathers attention... im sorry. it was not my intention. as for my friends they would consist of Amanda, Dana, angie, Matt, and erica evryone else can piss off for all i care. since this is prob. gunna be the last time any1 hears from me for a long while at least on lj ill say goodbye.
mjl
xoxo
hypno
(amanda)
mjl
xoxo
hypno
(amanda)