Dec 06, 2010 09:47
I need to keep chanting to myself: this, too, shall pass.
I need to remember that James makes a lot of his decisions based on the medical education and resources that he has available to him.
I need to remember that we will be far, far away from these things in 7 months.
I need to remember the vacations I have coming up--Seattle/Vancouver on the 26th (now less than 3 weeks) and the Philippines with my family (less than 2 months).
I need to remember that I am fortunate enough to have an amazing support network of friends that love me & care about me... and not everyone else is as fortunate.
And mostly, I need to remember the sympathy I used to have for others not as strong-willed or independent as myself.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
And try not to be completely fucking irritated at her lack of social manners or ability to take a hint.
Try.
Invite yourself on a romantic double date? Seriously???
Breaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttthhhheeeeee.