please please please please

Sep 02, 2010 15:31

...let me have this job I just interviewed for today >_<;; The position is lab research in conjunction with Phase I clinical trials for colon cancer treatments at the University... it sounds so interesting!! Plus they work directly with biopsies of tumors from patients in Stage 3 & 4 cancer, so in a way I'm still working with and for patients. I don't want to bore whoever [still] reads these entries, so I won't go into detail about the research itself, but it's really fascinating. Additionally, the PhD and the lab manager I interviewed with are very genial. I was worried about coming across as too green in front of the PhD so I was more nervous around him... but the lab manager and I hit a good rapport. I find out next week--please please please let me have it!! >_<;;; The big thing I'm worried about is the fact that I had to admit I applied to PA school this summer... if I got the job AND got into PA school, I would be working as a PRA for less than a year, which is not what they're looking for... arrrrghhhhhh >_<; Hopefully they liked me enough during the interview to overlook this? T_T But I will try and send POSITIVE vibes their way this weekend so that they pick me in the end! I also sent thank-you emails after the interview... hopefully this will help, kekeke :p

Sent out the supplemental apps for UCHSC, RRCC & Stony Brook [NYC]... trying to get the USC Keck School of Medicine app out next, along with Western U and the school in Seattle. =_=; After my earlier essay-writing binge, I'm feeling lethargic about writing again... blegh~

Today's plan: do some early packing for CHC tomorrow, figure out ride situations and time we're heading up, help Victor bake something for Noggs... yep. And tomorrow--CHC YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D

And now... more catch-up meme lol :p


The first time I saw any kind of anime at all was when I was in 5th grade and Sailor Moon popped up on TV when I was visiting my uncle's house. The animation was so radically different than the shows I had experience on Nickelodeon or Saturday morning cartoons... and I think the episode was romantic, which totally appealed to my quickly-developing girly side. ;] After that first episode, I was completely hooked. And that was only the beginning of my descent into obsessive Moonie fandom... O_o; Thankfully I'm nowhere near as devoted to that show anymore, but I will always be a big fan :] What can I say? Some things never grow old, even if I know that there are [much] better series out there ^_^;


Hmm. I have a lot of fears lol ^_^; There are the short-term fears: what if I don't find a job at all? What if I have to move back down to the Springs b/c of my unemployment? (NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;_;) What if I don't get into PA school? What if I get into PA school at a different location than James' residency? What if James' dad decides to carry about his [racist] ultimatum?

Then there are the everyday things I get scared about, like walking alone at night, ghosts, nightmares, etc.

Lastly, there are the ultimate fears: dying alone, dying before I get the chance to fulfill my dreams, moths... LOL. Seriously, I am scared of moths. :(


I know this will sound corny, but any place with my family &/or James is my favorite place :] If I could choose a place to be WITH them... California? Ahahaha. I really do love that state. All the benefits of delicious multicultural food, AND people speaking English! Hooray :D

Getting that afternoon drowsy feeling... ~_~; Must fight it! Still have shit to do, and wasting my time on naps would be bad news bears :P BTW, it's COLD outside today--noooooooooooo ;_; Another sun-soaked season fades away...

30 day meme

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