KITTY! And a few shitty things....
So yeah I finally got Bink back. I missed him alot. It was really a split second decision. My Mom actually said "um... why dont you just take Bink home since we are here"...My Mom nor I could breath in that house. It was so strong with ammonia and shit smell.
In case your all wondering why I was at Melissa's is because she had a huge lump removed from her breast today and my Mom was with her all day waiting and then drove her to our house and my Mom drugged her up, so my Mom and I took her home. She will find out Wednesday whether or not its cancer. So yeah my Mom called me a selfish heartless bitch today. I pretty much deserved it... I guess. Because after we dropped Melissa (and Bink) off we went to the movie store. On the way there We had a little conversation (okay so it was an argument) the whole thing is here if you want to read it
Mom: you were not very nice to Melissa today
Me: what do you mean?
Mom: you didnt talk to her much
Me: I didnt talk to her when I lived with her why would I start now? Anyway its kinda hard when she is drugged up and I was trying to watch a movie.
Mom: What do you have against her?
Me: I dunno Mom she isnt the greatest person in the world, she wasnt winning any roommate of the year awards either.
Mom: She is going through some tough shit Misty, and you were not the perfect roommate either.
(this is where I started to get pissed)
Me: No I wasnt a perfect roommate is anyone? But I wasnt a bitch if she had someone over, I didnt run and call her mommy when she was drinking, came home late or had friends over. Oh wait she doesnt have friends.
Mom: You're the bitch.
Me: Thanks Mom its nice to know you love me. I am sorry that Melissa is sick, I would never wish anything like that on anyone. I hope that this is NOT cancer, she doesnt deserve that. Speaking of loving me, Why did you spend all day with her? If you only needed to give her a ride there and back?
Mom: she doesnt have anyone here, just because you dont like her doesnt mean you should be so heartless
Me: Wow so I stepped up from being a bitch to a heartless bitch.
Mom: Take it how you want, she doesnt have anyone
Me: I take it that my own mother is calling me a heartless bitch, and you never answered my question why all day?
Mom: Because she is scared and wanted someone there.
Me: Fine, I am never going to be rid of her am I?
Mom: So your thinking about yourself now huh?
Me: Ahh Now Im selfish? Maybe I am Mom, I spent pretty much a year living with her, I witnessed her pettiness, her mood swings, her inability to retain friendships or relationships. And what seemed like her need to make you constantly mad at me, doubt me or think ill of me.
Mom: Yeah you are selfish.
Me: Maybe I am but I remember times when I needed you growing up and you were not there. Yet for someone who was shitty to your daughter, nearly ruined your marriage and spread rumors about me and Dad.... even you... you have been there for more in the past 2 weeks than you were for about 4 years of mine. Thanks, Im selfish.
I went inside and rented movies, we havent talked since.
Sorry for bad punctuation.
In case your all wondering why I was at Melissa's is because she had a huge lump removed from her breast today and my Mom was with her all day waiting and then drove her to our house and my Mom drugged her up, so my Mom and I took her home. She will find out Wednesday whether or not its cancer. So yeah my Mom called me a selfish heartless bitch today. I pretty much deserved it... I guess. Because after we dropped Melissa (and Bink) off we went to the movie store. On the way there We had a little conversation (okay so it was an argument) the whole thing is here if you want to read it
Mom: you were not very nice to Melissa today
Me: what do you mean?
Mom: you didnt talk to her much
Me: I didnt talk to her when I lived with her why would I start now? Anyway its kinda hard when she is drugged up and I was trying to watch a movie.
Mom: What do you have against her?
Me: I dunno Mom she isnt the greatest person in the world, she wasnt winning any roommate of the year awards either.
Mom: She is going through some tough shit Misty, and you were not the perfect roommate either.
(this is where I started to get pissed)
Me: No I wasnt a perfect roommate is anyone? But I wasnt a bitch if she had someone over, I didnt run and call her mommy when she was drinking, came home late or had friends over. Oh wait she doesnt have friends.
Mom: You're the bitch.
Me: Thanks Mom its nice to know you love me. I am sorry that Melissa is sick, I would never wish anything like that on anyone. I hope that this is NOT cancer, she doesnt deserve that. Speaking of loving me, Why did you spend all day with her? If you only needed to give her a ride there and back?
Mom: she doesnt have anyone here, just because you dont like her doesnt mean you should be so heartless
Me: Wow so I stepped up from being a bitch to a heartless bitch.
Mom: Take it how you want, she doesnt have anyone
Me: I take it that my own mother is calling me a heartless bitch, and you never answered my question why all day?
Mom: Because she is scared and wanted someone there.
Me: Fine, I am never going to be rid of her am I?
Mom: So your thinking about yourself now huh?
Me: Ahh Now Im selfish? Maybe I am Mom, I spent pretty much a year living with her, I witnessed her pettiness, her mood swings, her inability to retain friendships or relationships. And what seemed like her need to make you constantly mad at me, doubt me or think ill of me.
Mom: Yeah you are selfish.
Me: Maybe I am but I remember times when I needed you growing up and you were not there. Yet for someone who was shitty to your daughter, nearly ruined your marriage and spread rumors about me and Dad.... even you... you have been there for more in the past 2 weeks than you were for about 4 years of mine. Thanks, Im selfish.
I went inside and rented movies, we havent talked since.
Sorry for bad punctuation.