I am still what I am

[lemonfarm]

I am still dreaming about the future when everything is so far away.
I am still my old coward self
I am not perfect
I am losing my friends slowly
I am never strong enough to stand up for myself
I am jealous of other people's friendship
I am not what i want to be
I am not people think i am 
I am still me no matter what 
I will change to be better
I will make myself happy 
I just need to get over these 2 years and i'll be free

Jo.