i'll probably be dead by next week.

[lemonem4312]

I hurt myself again today.

Now a piece of my right ring finger is missing.

And it's throbbing and feels like it's on fire.

And I can't sleep.

I took Tylenol PM an hour and a half ago, and still... wide awake... in pain.

I just took some ibuprofen in hopes that it will lessen the pain some so that I can get comfortable enough to fall asleep.

My luck has severely plummeted in the past week.

I can't wait to see what's next.

**update**

I finally fell asleep last night - or I guess this morning - at 4:30 and woke up at 6:00.

So basically, I'm really tired.