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ugh. sorry for the last entry. it was emo to the max. i guess i just hate when you want something SO BAD and work really hard for it, you get crushed when you dont get it. I wasnt expecting too much or anything but idk it still hurts. Now looking at it, after ive cooled off a bit, im pretty proud of myself. I felt i did my best and theres nothing more that i can do about that. I feel honored to be even put in the same category as all the other girls that were up for Amneris. They are all AMAZING and all of them blew me away time after time. Seriously, you are all breath taking, to be in the same show as all of you is such a gift and i cant wait! CONGRATULATIONS to the whole cast! its gunna be a blast! and oh god...the dancing. im scared! haha