Oct 25, 2005 22:27
I'm having a really bad stress day. I even had to skip class tonight from 6-10pm because I was going insane inside and school was not the most relaxing environment for me to be in.
I'm just feeling really overwhelmed right now...one thing after another...and I think I just need to take a few days to sit and calm my mind, but you know what? I cant!! I dont have time...my agenda is booked solid until Sunday (I know I know, only 5 days away), but I'm on the verge of a breakdown. I dont know why I cant handle everything thats going on...its like my processor speed is slower than everyone elses :(
I would like to think that I am organized...that I have everything together, and you know what...usually I do. But lately I've been feeling like I'm just barely keeping up.
Part of my stress is related to something that I'm not at liberty to discuss...but I just wish it would go away.
Do you ever have something that haunts your mind? And it interupts everything else that you try to do?
I know its a choice. I can choose NOT to let this stress me out, and trust me I'm trying...it's just so hard.