Feb 23, 2003 20:39
I think it's been by far forever and a day since I've updated. Maybe forever and a day and a half or something like that.....lol. Anyways, lots of things going on, and nothing at all at the same time. Cheerleading is almost over, say good-bye to cheerleading cuz I'm never gonna do it again. If that doesn't completely depress me.....
Can I ever write in here without writing about guys? Prolly not...so here I go. Ok, well I kinda like Tony now, but he doesn't even show even A LITTLE interest in me. And I'm not gonna just sit around and waste chances with other people cuz I like one guy who supposedly likes me back. That would just be stupid. And then I heard that Paul likes me....but I didn't really know what to think about that. So I sorta stayed away from him, and now I decide that it might be worth taking a look at. But I sorta think he might be involved with Ashley Mahler, or she likes him...or I dunno. And then there's Blake. He's in a category all of his own, and he always will be. There's just somethin with that boy....he's so hard to understand, I mean even more than normal guys. I went to go see "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days" last night and she said something about how she threw away the best thing she ever had. And I don't wanna be like that. I don't wanna miss something because I'm hung up on something (someone) else. Ok, so maybe I overanalyze things a little, but that's the sort of mood I'm in right now.
I saw Scott today when I was at work. I just sorta hid from him in the cooler. No need to get things all riled up with him....lol.
Other than that, things are going good. Life goes on like normal. School is boring, and then again, what's new? I'm looking for a new job right now. I applied at Hollister and I have to go interview tomorrow. I am also going to go apply at some restaurant that's going in by the mall. Hey, a job's a job I suppose. And when you're as desperate as I am....you'll take what you can get :)
I guess that's about all for now. I'm not sure exactly the number of days til Kenny and Tim, but I know it's gettin closer! I'm so excited for that, it's crazy. I should get to bed though, I'm really tired tonight and I need my sleep so I can get up at 5:55 am tomorrow for the wonderful world I call school. ~Buh bye~