I think...I think to damn much
Ok. So if I told you right now that I think I really, really like you...what would you say. Well...obviously not a lot 'cause I'm not going to say it to most of you. I just can't help getting all weak at the knees...and I find myself going OUT of my way just to see that smile. I absolutley ADORE that smile. But still...it seems like no matter what I do it's never reciprecated. I am seriously am starting to think that there's something wrong with me. For some people they can find like this in a million people...and I can't find it in one. Hmm...I'm not really complaining 'cause as long as there's not someone else there's still hope for me lol. But I can't help wonder. Could it be the people that I choose? It's not really like I choose them tho. ;-D they choose me. haha. Maybe, just maybe this time will be my lucky break and all these smmiles and laughs actually mean something back, and not just meaningless flirting. We shall see...